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Wednesday, January 23, 2019

I CAN'T SEE THEM COMING DOWN MY EYES


I CAN’T SEE THEM COMING DOWN MY EYES



Another night of tossing and turning
And of course, my thoughts are on full blast
Why now? I think I deserve a full night’s rest
But I gotta suck it up and dry my eyes cause
I can’t see them coming down my eyes

Here we go again another bill
When does the bills stop?
Will I ever get caught up?
It never seems like I will
Rent, utilities, daycare etc.
How in the hell will I ever catch up?
Living paycheck to paycheck
But I gotta figure it out and dry my eyes cause
I can’t see them coming down my eyes

I feel like I’m failing my kids
I see my coworkers more than my own kids
Both kids hate their new school
My son is having trouble academically
By the time I get in from work its bed time
I wanna be a full-time mom but financially I can’t
I feel like a terrible mom
But, what can I do but dry my eyes?
Cause I can’t see them coming down eyes

I’m on an emotional roller-coaster
I’ve had it up to here and at my breaking point
The anxiety is building and at this point anything will set me off
The over thinking has gotten to me
And now I’m on the bus
Hood up and tears in my eyes
I needed the cry it’s been fighting to come out
I give myself a pep talk
Get yourself together and dry your eyes cause
I can’t let THEM see them coming down my eyes.



2 comments:

  1. Awww man I can relate to this for sure.
    U gotta have those moments to vent, cry if u need to. Pray & plan, stay optimistic & believe things will change cuz they will

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  2. Wow this was a powerful piece something I can relate to as well actually currently that hard place where you have to decide wether hustling is priority over motherly duties penny pinching picking which bill to forgo smh however the strength in woman is relentless and u my dear are one strong woman

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I CAN'T SEE THEM COMING DOWN MY EYES

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